nerves r us
Wednesday, Jun. 13, 2012   2:42 am

im moving across the country.

up the country. but still across. just vertically...

im ready.

i need it.

i have nothing else.

people think its going to happen.

im not sure.

not because i dont believe in what i am doing..i do. 1,000,000% im just wary..

3 years ago i was signed up to take a plane to georgia to begin job corps. less than a week before my escape i was arrested with drugs and with no chance to leave. as i was saying my goodbyes the words and hugs became meaningless and unimportant. i was still here.

this is a critical time. i plan to leave in 4 days. almost every step out of the house i am afraid something bad is about to happen. i dont know.

i HAVE to go.

once im gone itll all work itself out. but i have to get gone. i have to.

im excited but im scared. i could be so wrong. but i could be so right.

id rather go and find out than stay here and never know.