no more tears
Friday, Apr. 20, 2012   3:14 pm

i tired to cry the other night. i was drunk. i figured itd pour easily. i was sad. angry. hurt. scared. tears came but after a few minutes i was forcing the sobs.

i cant cry. i tried it. i believe in the healing properties of a good letout. but, i guess, not for me. not right now. i think im stronger sans any tears.

its easier for me to figure it out and get over it than waste the energy and the puffy eyes that are the outcome