slump
Wednesday, Sept. 21, 2011   10:24 am

im in a slump.

the worst slump ive ever been in.

being a drug-addled cokehead was more of a slump than this because at least i was doing something. i had a purpose: get more drugs.

now i dont. its sad. its scary. its pathetic. its lonely. and i have no idea how to get out of it. i tell myself every day im going to do something..clean, go for a walk, not eat myself to sleep..but thats while im at work. when i get home all i can do is crawl into bed and disappear into my computer screen..watching mindless television programming..

blech..idk what to do. its a bad state.