les mis
Thursday, Mar. 25, 2010   2:21 am

i havent written in so long. though i have thought about it...

i think that i was jobless the last entry..well since then i found a job. and since then ive lost it.

i feel like things in my life have gotten nothing but worse and im scared.

thoughts of suicide are more prevalent and real and more fruitful than in a very long time. im scared.

i think i will write more when i wake up. but i am not happy in my life. no matter how it may have been perceived by others. i am more miserable than ever