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Saturday, Oct. 10, 2009   2:44 am

im misunderstood sometimes.

and the sad thing is that no one understands that.

hence, i suppose, the misunderstood.

i have these expectations.

for life.

and the people im friends with in this period are so different from the way i think.

its hard.

i feel like im friends with them out of necessity not luxury.

friends because theres nothing else. friends because were all so lonely and pathetic,

its truly pathetic. im pathetic.

im an alcoholic who hangs out with minors because everyone my age has a life. something going for them.