close encounters of the awkward kind
Monday, Sept. 07, 2009   11:31 pm

from now on im taking signs...foreshadows (which you dont really have the perspective to know theyre foreshadows at the time)...more delicately.

i feel i should have been more prepared.

last night i watched the break-up. and at the end the broken up have an awkward run-in. i pondered it for a moment...i mean...what, really, is there to say? wanna go back out? no. like what do you have to discuss after the ever-so-fun getting over process and after the final fights and all the rebounds since? not much. maybe a nice friend update or something trivial...i pondered it, shuddered, and let it go.

then, tonight on FG they exposed the uncomfortable situation again. and again i thought on it-this time in brief. and let the notion slip off...

at 11 tonight i decided to make an OE run to sev/lev. maybe that should have been 1.

i paced the ice cream case for a few then went to check out with my beer and cream. and who should walk in???

**ok, this isnt an ex-but it is the next best thing***

louis...owens bestie came in. after the initial heeey! there was little else...

where you working? down the street
how you been? trying to stay out of trouble

that was about it.

and then i may have made it slightly more awkward as i stood there organizing my bag when i was don as though i was waiting for him (he was behind me in line) but it seemed he had some business to attend to with the cashier...so, i said ok see you later and hurried out...

idk. it was weird. and i should have been waaay more prepared for this sort of encounter. all my ponderings must have been....idk...do i still smoke pot?? maybe i really need to start again!