good-bye santa fe
Tuesday, Mar. 17, 2009   2:44 am

by the looks i thought of my hand i coulda been a gang member,,,

then...by the looks of my can, too.

not to mention my jacket...

made me laugh out loud.

but then, ive been getting stoned/drunk the last couple hours.

this girl wont go. i need to do my drug and get ready to leave. its my last few hours in this capital city. im ready to go. id like to stay. its most likely my last time here.

i feel a little bit different. more grown up? after a mere two weeks? a two weeks during which i did mostly just what i do at home? (smoking, tv, drinking, duster)

but still.

i need this ellie to go. not elle. thats L.