off by myself
Monday, Nov. 24, 2008   8:46 am

i just want this all to stop.

but what do i want it to stop to become?

nothing really.

but i want to get off. im done. or i need to be completely engulfed.

im so scared right now. and when im scared i get bad.

so, i guess i was pretty bad yesterday.

why cant someone just help me through life?

why dont i have the balls to become an escort?

i need help. so fucking broken and no one understands me. i am completely alone. no one gets me no one wants me no one knows.