what am i going to do now?
Tuesday, Nov. 04, 2008   9:23 am

i feel so overwhelmed. so overwhelmed. i feel like i am drowning and theres not an arm long enough to pull me out.

i quit my job today. and i found myself walking to the nearest college.

what a strange morning and its only been an hour.

i dont know how i am going to afford this. i dont know how i am going to pay for my life right now. no job.

he better call me groveling for me to come back. if he doesnt im afraid i will.

i need help. a hand to hold. a shoulder. somefuckingthing.