seriously...rambling
Sunday, Nov. 02, 2008   12:14 pm

i cant believe how fast this year has gone. its ridiculous. but i guess thats every year. i dont think a year has ever gone by and i thought to myself: wow, that sure was one average-paced year.

anywho. halloween just passed. i had fun, but i wish i had more. i wish i could have done everything i/we planned to do. i missed out on two parties while i was at aby and going home with a stranger. but, i didnt want to miss aby. so...i had to choose.

i wish i had better friends. i wish i had like a twin. but with a car. because everyone i know sucks. either they dont want to hang out and drink and have fun and get fucked up. or they do and theyre too into themselves and their agenda. or they have no money. or theyre just not me.

but thats wishful thinking and so im trying to make myself happy with the friends i have. i wish i was rich. then i could move on to bigger and better things..but then wouldnt the friends i make just be shallow and materialistic? yeah. but when i got sick of them i could move on to others. ha. i suck.

i dont even know what im saying.