it never ends. he never goes away
Tuesday, Jul. 10, 2007   2:43 pm

i have less than 7 minutes to write. and i am supposed to be using my rationed internet time to look for a job. but i just had to document this.

i found hector. and ive talked to him. not talked talked...but myspace talked. which is way more than anything thats happened in the last 3 or 4 years.

6 minutes left.

im just so happy. but this just renews my waning hopes-which is bad. i should have no hopes. he told me he wrote to me once but i guess it was an old address. so that means hes thought of me and feared losing all forever contact with me as i did him.

we'll see.

now, to find a job.