hard nips and wandering eyes
Tuesday, May. 08, 2007   2:46 pm

what a boring day. im so bored. so bored i have to write twice in one day, with no new news.

i texted owen: sick of me yet?
he replied: no

only news i have to speak of.

i hate this job. i hate any job. and i hate hating my job. after so long i take my jobs for granted. no longer is it work its just a giant pain in the ass that i cant escape. unless i quit. but thats so final. dangerous. i dont have the time or money to live dangerously right now. so, i just endanger my employed status by not showing up for a week and not calling in between. i come back-apologize if anyone realizes ive been gone-and get down to business for a few days. then, restlessness builds up again and erupts in an impromptu mini-vacation.

i read a lot of diaries today-a favored passtime while stuck at the computer avoiding the incoming calls.

i noticed a lot of people with new diaries-leaving dland for some fabled new and better sites. not cool. dland has been nothing but awesome to us. just because all your friends post their lives on the mspace blog or you want to be their friend on livejournal...its sad to me.

i noticed a lot of girls confused and pissed off by the guys in their lives. all of the does he/will he/can we/should we...its sad what the opposite sex can do to ones state of mind and consequential actions. very sad.

a lot of people just write about every day dilly-dallys. i guess thats what we all do. definitely me. im as boring and lackluster as anyone here. i hate reading me sometimes. and i hate reading those whose lives are actually more boring and pathetic than mine (theyre out there). i stumbled across one (just frigging one) interesting diary today. the diary of a crack addict. i like finding the diaries that are about drugs. finding people i can relate to. stories and every day lives i can understand, feel for, feel from.

alright, im still bored, but im sick of taking up pointless space here.

my nipples are hard. its cold in here.