reid between the lines
Friday, Feb. 02, 2007   8:35 am

angela left me a comment.

i, in return, left her one.

whenever im on her page my eyes cannot help but find reid. i miss him. i do. i just miss him existing in my life. but-and i guess this is a good thing?-each day that time takes the further from my memory he is...thus, the further from ever being a part of me he gets. and finally-the easier it makes not knowing him anymore.

so-i go to his page. and this is soooo stupid...but, im number 2. i mean, i havent spoken to him in months. i wrote him a letter i forbade him to respond to in like, november. im ahead of eli, meg, ang. all those 3 letter-named people in his life. who are more in his life than i have been in almost 2 years. it makes me want to cry because i cant talk to him. i cant finish writing this because the tears have already begun and miguels going to come soon and ask why im crying. and i couldnt explain this immensely strong friend-love ive got here. so, i have to just stop before i hurt someone else.

reid...if you read this (haha)....i dont know. i love you and miss you.