call me corky
Saturday, Jan. 13, 2007   7:47 am

there was some commmercial on the radio this morning for some st. patricks day hooplah. immediately in my head i was thinking:

holy shit! its almost st. patricks day?? it was JUST st. patricks day. wtf!

i can remember what i did last st. patricks day like it was yesterday. almost a year ago. what was going on in my life a year ago from now?

a year ago i:

made an impromptu trip to universal with fred. and hit 100mph for my first time driving back while he was sleeping.

had never been pregnant.

had only been to california once.

had a love for coke.

didnt have a coke addiction.

went with shan to get her tattoo.

had to physically defend myself because shan thought i got a tattoo and wanted to fight with me.

was happily juggling winn-dixie and fun.

spent nights at the apartment and mornings on the bus to work.

got drugs from people like lu, francis, jay, and smirk.

hadnt had sex with fred, mike, john, jon, victor or miguel.

was still in love with the jaded world of partying, meeting people, and never having a care in the world.

drove miguels honda weeks before it exploded on 595.

never wanted to talk to freddy again and had no interest in maintaining a friendship.

had only heard of da ali g show.

just saw king kong.

was still 19.

im so scared. and excited. i hope this year is different. i think my focuses are. i think i have grown in my head. i dont want to party the same. its not the same. i think thats it.

the people ive dedicate the last year and 5 months of my life to have all changed. and its had a huge impact on the way everyone operates today. karlos and kris are pillheads. karlos smokes cigarettes now. a year ago-he didnt even smoked weed or do coke. cameo became a cokehead and dannys girlfriend. beondra became one of the most manipulative, dependent people in the universe. jessica has had to focus more on being a self-sustaining adult rather than being a newly free runaway. and thats just a few instances of the people changing.

Ob-la-di Ob-la-da life goes on bra
Lala how the life goes on...