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Friday, Dec. 22, 2006   11:00 am

im not going to waste my life. i refuse.

i will not waste it here.

i will not waste it there.

im not going to waste it anywhere.

ive decided to not suck.

this is all so hard. every day. and nothings getting easier. but i have to. you know? i want to be happy! i am going to.

im gonna travel. im going to live free. i just need to get rid of past debts and get an education. then i can run around being free doing what i want. i just need a degree.

nothing right now is making me happy. im stuck. im just living. not progressing. not bettering myself slash my situation.

maybe ill jump off a bridge. make everything waaaay easier. no?