it sucks to have to grow up
Friday, Nov. 11, 2005   9:38 am

i am in santa fe.

its felt like it would never come (or that i would never get here).

soon, i know, it will feel like i was never away from florida. hopefully it wont-but probably it will.

i want to have as much fun as i possibly can. i want to have as much rest and relaxation as much as i possibly can.

as of right now, i dont know where im going once i get back to the fla. so...i need this.

nothings changed physically. but everything has everything else-wise. im a little jealous i cant be a part of it...but i know i wouldnt want to be here for always again. so, a visit is perfect.