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Friday, Nov. 04, 2005   10:24 pm

so much in so short time.

i cant even begin to explain the things ive seen and done in this last week-i have very little recollection of the week before.

this hurricane is having effects that i did not forsee...freddy moving to sebring, us moving into an apartment, my promotion/raise, intense self doubts...

i think i am changing as a person right now. i am currently in metamorphisis. im trying to stop being so fucking selfish (while staying selfish) and more productive and grown up. goddammmit!!!

i am so scared. but, at this very moment , i am also very fucked up. too many tcs and too much watching real life