an apple a day my multiracial ass
Tuesday, Aug. 09, 2005   6:29 pm

i am sick.

sick of hurting myself (physically-i fall down like every day-and emotionally).

sick of having nowhere to go (friday nights and in my future).

sick of wanting more friends (where do you go to find friends?).

sick of caring about money (one may think that since i have none its a non-issue...oh, on the contrary).

sick of wanting a boyfriend so badly that my insides hurt (even more sick because nobody wants me as a girlfriend).

sick of dying to cry but having no tears.

maybe i should go to the doctor (but he cant give me the drugs i need).