fantasia
Friday, Jul. 15, 2005   6:02 pm

i am driving myself, slowly-but surely, crazy.

the other night, i couldnt help it. my mom was already asleep and i started crying. my life is in that one room and i really, really hate it.

i have nothing i look forward to. and that hurts. its scary.

where am i? what am i?

nothing. everything is nothing. and theres nothing i can do about it right now.