dippytripping
Saturday, Apr. 30, 2005   6:48 pm

ive been meaning to write how glad i am that i never committed suicide. my co-workers middle-aged daughter is contemplating it. i wish i could talk to her.

i am so glad that all those pills i ate didnt kill me. i would have missed out on so much. im so glad none of my attempts proved any sort of true. otherwise, i wouldnt be able to enjoy sunsets, drugs, nature, life.

im not as eager now to to go into the other world as i was 7 years ago. i understand more now. i dont like life, but i know that i have to take advantage of what i have cus i could die tomorrow.

i dont want to miss anything. oy. im really fucked up...i just ate some shrooms and tcs and threw them up and their resin is still in my body. i feel sick.