a lot of unsures and miscommunication
Friday, Apr. 22, 2005   9:10 pm

i always manage to create write-able thoughts when im nowhere near a computer...like when im filling in shoes at payless...stupid brain...

someone called me gorgeous the other day...granted, he was wasted and happens to be a little mysoginistic...but nonetheless (i think i spelled that m-word wrong...), it felt good to hear. its been over a year a realized since thats happened. a compliment. one that i took seriously...

i hate when i dont get what i want and even more when i dont know what i want and even more that i let things that im not nearly sure of really irk me. i let the stupidest things dig under my soul so bad that they make me very sad. thats the only word to describe some recent feelings.