internet cafe in hotchkiss, co
Tuesday, Mar. 15, 2005   2:37 pm

im having an existential crisis. i dont know what to do.

i want to drop out of school and i want to stay in school forever.

i dont want responsibilities but i want to be an adult and live a real life.

i want to teach but i want to be so fucked up every day that i cant even stand.

how is this going to happen? what do i do? there is no one who can give me an answer. well, everyone is giving me answers, but not the one i want to hear. but i dont know what that is. so maybe they already have.