sooo fukin fukd up!
Tuesday, Jan. 11, 2005   12:50 am

i hear shit. first, i thought shannon walked in. then i thought i heard rap. now i think i hear shannon again. and my body is so tense because i feel like somebody is standing right behind me.

crazy days. i cant wait to get back to school. life is such a wierd thing. like, why are we here? what if i dont go back to school?

oh shit...ive just had a new smyrna relapse. now its gone...im gone..

what am i saying? i dont know..i had sex-that makes me happy, but that also makes 10.