i cant stand the rain...just kidding-i totally can
Saturday, Dec. 18, 2004   7:55 pm

im not going anywhere. im staying in on my first saturday night home. oh well.

so, why am i in the middle of taking 16?

why am i planning to christen my first very own bottle of absolut?

and why am i gonna let myself get super-duper high when the boys get home?

because i want to fall as deep as i possibly can into my fantasy world. i want to escape this world. and tonight, even though im really not leaving the house, ill be gone until sometime tomorrow afternoon.

since im already a little high, these tcs are flowing smoothly down my throat. thats how i like it.