ready to drop
Saturday, Aug. 14, 2004   1:53 pm

im leaving in 3 days! its so close!

i have no idea what to expect. up until this week, i didnt even think i was really going to go.

but i am. and im so scared.

i dont know where my mom and brother are. i dont know where theyve slept for the last 2 nights. i dont know when i am going to see them before i leave. i cant recall my last memory of my brother-and i dont know what his last memory of me is. and that scared me, because i dont know when i will see him again. it could be this weekend. it could be until christmas. it could be 4 years from now. i dont know.