much ado about nothing
Tuesday, Jul. 20, 2004   11:32 pm

i dont want to write about my family.

i dont want to write about drugs.

about money.

about work.

about school.

about sex.

but what i do want to write about i am too scared to bring up. for fear of it being misconstrued maybe. or for fear of discovering a truth ive been hiding from myself for too long. or maybe because i have already fully realized something, but once i click the done! button itll really be real. a fact. and i dont know that i want that.

yes, i think things are okay now as they are. there is no reason to say things that its too late to even think about thinking about.

im going far away. 2331 miles away. im leaving this all behind. the beach, the humidity, and the people. besides, secrets were meant to be kept.