someone needs to use the computer-t.b.c.
Saturday, Jun. 26, 2004   9:00 pm

i am driving myself crazy with this mike thing...

i dont even think i love him! but here i am fretting like hes the last guy on earth. i decided that all i need from him-in order for me to get over this whole thing-is to hear him tell me he doesnt love me. shan says im an idiot. but i need to hear it.

i have never blatantly rejected by a guy...to be continued...