short skirt, long jacket
Monday, March 28, 2004   about 10:55am

i worked 11 hours yesterday. i could have worked more, but dustin and mike were waiting for me. i think i got jonathan fired. his car died so he couldnt make it. i dont know what all happened. but i hope i didnt get him fired. i dont like him but hes been working there for 4 years. his sister's the boss. ive been there for 2 weeks. i feel horrible, but i had to go. mike and dustin were waiting for me.

i gave dustin a sheet of CCCs. i want him to try it. i want him to visit the viewphoric worlds that i have. is it wrong? to spread this disease so knowingly and willingly. glen lost his job, his car, and us because i started him on it. but then theres me, im fine. i want everyone to try it. i think dustin has control over himself enough to enjoy CCC responsibly. i hope he does.

i didnt tell him that shan threw up in a dressing room in JC Penny after taking them. that was really gross. i am so glad we went to the mall though. even though in all my wastedness i bought a $30 white mini-skirt. i dont buy skirts. i dont buy white. and i definitely dont buy anything that costs $30. i could have bought an outfit and lunch with that. but, its grown on me. im wearing it now actually-at school! we should do it again. okay....yeah. bye