at least there was no tongue
Thursday, Feb. 19, 2004   10:09 am

okay, i am not going to write much in here, i said what i really wanted to say in monstrathart. but also, this past weekend, i went to camp. it was really fun. i sound like such a jerk, oy. well, it was. except for the fact that i "hooked up" with a counselor.

big mistake and yuck. i didnt want to. i dont like him. i never have. i never will. ew....it was an advisor, a counselor's older brother. it was just some kissing, but i felt gross regardless the degree. not only that, but now i am a purple paper perpetrator (our camp contract is on a purple paper-its very camp). i thought, expected, that when the day came, it would be way more worth it and with someone way better. i dont even like guys right now! oh. i hope he doesn't think i want to be in a 'ship with him. he was there when i was ranting and raving about no more guys forever. oy....he is really gross. age does not make anyone hotter. believe me. ew...thank bob there was no tongue.

okay...pretty vague entry, but chemistry is happening so i gotta bounce back to me desk. soory.