birthday girl
Thursday, Feb. 05, 2004   11:50 am

my tooth-lack there of-has finally stopped hurting. after taking milligrams upon milligrams of vicodin and tylenol 3 and something called pain crushers, the pain has begun to subisde. is that a word.

birthday. who cares? it really doesn't matter. when you do not make a big deal about it, it decreases in importance. i feel a lot older today, and i don't need balloons, presents, hugs, announcements to make that happen. am i hurt that no one cares? very. do i want them to? not at all. i want this day to be over. i want to just begin living the rest of my life. i honestly feel that its all downhill from here.