special someone-but not a serious special someone
Wednesday, Apr. 02, 2003   4:59 pm

what was the last thing i wrote about here? i have no clue..and it really doesn't matter to me because all of the bullshit i have been writing about means nothing to me anymore. i think writing about it cured me of the stress from it. i was able to release all the negative energy i had. anywho....i now focus all my energy on a special someone.

this someone is not a serious special someone at all, it's a very just fun. we had sex on monday. and i did it not so much because i like him (::gasp::) but more for the fun of it. like, i feel like i haven't done something i can call crazy like that in a while. why is it crazy? cuz we aren't going out or anything. we don't have any sort of defined relationship besides friends and coworkers. and also cuz he is a good 7 years older than me. i know that is absolutley nothing if we were to take a walk down good old memory lane..but that's another story.

wow, i started this at 4:59 and now it is 5:35. so....i think this will wait until another day. bye