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Tuesday, Mar. 12, 2002   7:35am

im gonna hafta write in here full time now. i cant trust Bitch that she will stop reading my journal. but not only does she read my stuff-she tells complete strangers-and even worse-family friends-everything i write! i really hate her.

welp, i got drunk for my very first time last weekend. YAY. it sucked. word to the wise: dont drink unless it runs in your family. i couldnt handle it. the nausea was so overwhelming! i only drank a corona and 2 screwdivers. is that a lot? i really have no idea. jenna invited me to a bday party her best friend was having. all australian or english ppl who work on boats. it was cool until i didnt wanna walk anymore. i dont remember a lot except that im a boring drunk. its like the first time i got high though: on new years i passed out @ 1:30. so maybe the next time i get wasted i'll be better

@ it. well, i asked jenna to take me home @ like 10. how gay is that?!?!?! well @ least i didnt get a hangover or anything.

i start my winn dixie job next week i think. but this week is training. it sux. people in this world are so incredible stupid and simple minded. why? thats why i cant wait to be a teacher-get to them while they're still young.

i hate my best friend. thats not cold its the truth. she is soo fuckin self-involved. everything's about her in some way, shape, or form. and if its not, she makes it about her. i cant stand it. thank god-only 3 months left. and since im moving, i wont even hafta live by her. thats not as mean as it sounds. yes it is. bell rings